IN The Name Of Allah ,
someday when i was 9 years old and i wished to be younger.. i wished that the day come when i'll be 19...
and as we can say it's the first when talking about something new..it's my first time to write after years about me.. after 10 years of suffering and happiness... I FOUND YOU...
i didn't ever believe that the wish will come true but finally... I FOUND YOU..
it's so strange but you must know..YOU ARE TOTALLY LIKE ME ...even your smile... your face.. your eyes when you feel something and also like me when i'm trying to disappear my shy :).
is it true?? my wish come true :)..
several times i asked myself... why am i like you?? or why are you like me?? are we twins but from different ages ?? or our destiny made us meet to discover that i'm not alone..
i hate the quote : i walk in rain as nobody see me crying. but actually you did.. you saw me crying and also suffering as well.. you don'r know me to that much i can say that we are connected but..it's true that we are connected but i don't know how..
what about if you know that you are my wish since ten years ago?? maybe you will see that or not.. maybe i'm crazy one as i wished someone like me and i know it's impossible.. maybe i'm crazy if i say that i'm yourself and you are myself..but it's true.. i don't know what i'm feeling or even what i'm doing !! but all i know and what to know and also want to tell the all people is that i'm a dead one for long time,..so, as you are myself now and will be forever ,,that's el hamdu llah is alive .. please do your best to reach all you want..please don't give up as you are two spirits in one soul.. and please know that all i want now ,,is to give you everything.. to do your wishes,, and to be able to break hinders.i'm not a romantic girl sending a message to someone she liked.. be sure i'm not that one.. but i proud to know you and i adore this coincidence that's the most lovely one i met through my whole life as i FOUND YOU..
i appreciate all you did and still doing for me.. i acted upon your advices and saw the life through your points of view.. you did for me a lot.. and i'm sure that i'm not so good to that far i know someone like you.. you are so good in a comparison with me ..but for every story there's and ending.. and as i'm usually say: easy come easy go,, it's not an ending for my respect or my love inside my heart for you..it's just the beginning .. but... i must go now far from you..you 'll know latter it was for you not unfair form me.. please remember that i loved you in ALLAH and i loved you just as myself.. you are my real one..please go on your way and don't try to give up or stop dreaming for your practical future.. i respect you and i'm here just to wish you good life ..my first on my to do list isn't what i told you... it's to be everywhere beside you with my heart through my prays for you.. i'll always miss you even you are here in front in my eyes..may ALLAH protect you forever in shaa ALLAH..
لا اله الا الله والسلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته .
yours ,
hala elwazery
7-6-2010
7:30 PM
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